Wanderlust and Things

January 15, 2015

Wanderlust : A strong desire to travel.

I’ve always looked forward to settling down. When I was a little girl I couldn’t wait to buy a nice house, marry the man of my dreams and start a family. I always thought I’d stay in my hometown.As I’ve gotten older I’ve realised just how huge the world is. How many places I wish to go, people I wish to see and once in a life time opportunities that I wish to experience. How does one settle but also see the world?

As much as my fear of experiencing new things leaves me wanting to stay in the same place forever I simply cannot let that happen. The world is so huge but I wish to see it all. I have such a huge desire to travel. My family have never been too fond of travelling. I love travelling within the comfort of the UK, everyone speaks the same language and everything’s the same just a new location.

So here I am, at the age of 18 wondering how the hell I’m going to be able to do everything that I want to do, go everywhere I want to go. That’s my biggest flaw. Over thinking. It causes so much unneeded stress. Tonight I’m sat thinking about the places I’d love to live; Central London, Northern Ireland, by the sea. They’re all so different but how do you find out which one is right for you without trying them all?

That leads me on to another question. How do you know what career is right for you without trying them all? What car is right for you without driving them all? Maybe it’s just a matter of following your heart.

Usually when my brain’s working overtime like tonight I go to one of my friends but I thought I’d come here and write instead. See you soon x

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