Hi guys, I feel like I haven’t posted for a while but I’m back now. Yesterday I finished my final pieces of coursework and handed them in. I’m now free from sixth form education.
You may or may not know that I am currently undecided as to what my next steps will be. I know that university isn’t what I want to do this year and probably not even next year but I literally have no idea what I am going to do with myself. Today I helped my Mum out with her handmade and personalised gifts business (post about this coming soon) and also went to see my little sister’s last every Primary School sports day.
A part of me is so excited and relieved at the thought that I no longer have to go to school but the other part of me is absolutely petrified. I feel like the people that are going to university now know what they’ll be doing for the next three or four years, I don’t even know what I’ll be doing in three months. The people that I’ve become great friends with will be traveling to different parts of the country to continue their studies and I’m worried about the fact I won’t be seeing them everyday like I did when I was at school. It’ll be difficult to all meet up when everyone is so far away from each other.
I didn’t realise how strange it would feel to not have to go to school ever again. I’ve been off for one day and I’ve forgotten what day of the week it is at least three times today! My friends will be around for another two and a half/three months so we intend to make the most of this time together all four of us in the same place. After that they’ll be going their separate ways.
My aim for the next few months is to try and find something to work towards, I need to start learning how to drive so that I can visit my friends at weekends and also take them out when they come home to see their family and friends. I guess this is all part of growing up and growing up can be scary at times. These people have been my bestest friends for nearly two years now and I intend to maintain our friendships no matter how many miles are between us. Thank God for technology ay!
As you can see I’m in a bit of a rambly mood today and I’ve just got back from having a meal with two of said best friends so I’m feeling a bit weird about the thought of not being able to see them regularly. We hadn’t seen each other for a week or so and had soo much to talk about, I can’t imagine how much we’ll have to talk about when they go off to Uni.
I’m so proud of them and wish them luck with their new crazy adventures. I’ve also just realised that my prom is in 8 days and I still don’t have a dress! However I managed to purchase the Topshop shoes that I have wanted for a while, and they were half price too!
Thanks for reading, I hope that you liked this catch up type post. I will hopefully start posting regularly because I have a lot more free time on my hands now and I want to continue being productive even though I’m no longer at school. Bye. x