I love my college course. I love the people on the course and I enjoy what I learn. However, I’ve felt quite down over the last few days knowing that the holiday is nearing an end and I’ll be back to college in two days.
I love having the time to do what I enjoy, knowing I can lay in if I like, I can go to bed late if I want to. I’ve been so happy for the whole of the holiday. But then it sort of hit me this morning that I’ll be back at college for half the week and working whenever I can to earn money. I’m afraid that I’m going to run out of time to keep doing this, blogging. I get so much enjoyment from doing it and after a deep chat with my bestest college pal we’ve made a pact. I’ve got to spend every single second of my time at college getting every piece of work completed so that all my free time at home can be spent making something out of my hobby. This blog is something I’m so passionate about and I believe it could help lead me to a successful career. Many people don’t think so but I’m determined to prove them wrong.
Fashion and writing and photography and videography makes me so happy and if I could do those things every single day it would make me so happy.
My time management skills have been truly atrocious over the past couple of years but I’m determined to sort that out in 2015. I need to start taking steps that will lead me to a bright and happy career and future. I also need to stop worrying about how things will work out in the future, live for today!
So I’ve come to the conclusion that, although holidays are great to recuperate, they’re not so great for longer than a week because I end up thinking I’ll have no time for my hobbies. I guess I’ve just got to learn to make time.